Ultrasound not clear :(

This baby is already going to be a handful, I can tell! Since we have no insurance at the moment and I am high risk, my midwife was trying to save us some money by doing a free ultrasound in the clinic for us. But it's an older machine and not as strong as the hospitals. We could see the sac, and the fetal pull- barely. But that was all. So frustrating. Not to mention nerve wracking. So there is still a possibility that something could be wrong. Or it could just be that I am not as far along as we thought. Of course this is what I am hoping for! So we are getting some insurance aid next week. And we will get the big ultrasound done at the hospital. There, they should be able to measure the baby- see if there is one- and get a heartbeat.
So for now I will just have to continue to try and have patience. And try to keep my mind off thinking the worst things possible for this. LOL Can you blame me?
I will let you know more when we know more!

Exciting News!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

So, we were going to keep this a secret until we were safe, but most family already knows. So we have decided to share our secret.
We're pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Things are kinda crazy still, but it seems that this one is a keeper! Morning sickness is here full fledge. And my blood work is coming back as it should! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We feel blessed to have this sweet soul coming into our lives. Things are still scary. I think after losing the last 3 pregnancies- I won't be able to quite relax until he/she comes out safe and healthy. so the next 32 weeks are going to be looooong.
I am about 2 months along. Somewhere between 8 & 9 weeks. sometimes I feel like I am farther- wishful hoping! We will have an ultrasound done in July to see exactly how far we are. I will post again when we know more.
We couldn't be more excited though! This is happening at a time in our lives we weren't quite expecting it to, but we know and trust that all will work it's self out. It always has.
So there you go! Our exciting news!!!!!

Funny Faces

We had a silly day with the camera. These are some of our favorites. Damon's cheeks look HUGE! And Cherry looks like she sayin "sup" with a whole lot of attitude :)

Trip to Wheeler Farm

ok not so much a trip. I do a lot of pictures there so we are there quite often!
But Dmaon had fun chasing the geese until they almost bit him. And Cherry thought they were a little too loud.

Best Friends

I must say- I really do feel lucky with these two. They have always been best friends. It is very rare to hear them fight or get mad at eachother. I will admitt they get into plenty of trouble together though!!! :)

More Hair bows!!!

These are some of my very favorites from the last shoot we did.

a few other funny one's from that shoot :)

Happy Fathers Day!!!!

I have had this planned for months! And man alive it did not go well. LOL
But despite that, the one picture I wanted turned out perfect!!! I am soooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I will be matting it with a matte the kids will color and framing it to give James!

Damon's Bday at the dinosaur museum. Finally got some scrapped from it!

Some new pages I have finished up. Judst so you all know- these are done digitally- I highly recommend that to all the moms! No mess- come back and work on it when you can :)

Update here on the homefront: James is still currently out of work, But we have a really good feeling about a particular job. And we hope to get an interview set up this week. If all goes well there we won't have much to worry about anymore! Sure it's been nice to have him home- but to be honest I am ready for him to go to work :) LOL! I like having grocery money. Weird huh?

The rest of us are the same. Not much changes. I will keep it that way!