Whining

Ok, so I have lived now through 2 weeks of James new job. That isn't the hard part. The hard part is waking my kids up at 5:30 in the morning when it is FREEZING outside. It's Dropping James off and then having to carry them both in at the same time( which is not easy to position over this growing belly! It's too bad I'm not 37 weeks, I'd for sure be havin a baby!)Then trying my dangdest to get them to settle down and go back to sleep at least until the sunshine wakes up! Which is only 7am, but it's better than6! I think exhaustion has completely set in. Augh. I have been working my buns off all week spring cleaning every room in our apartment. I only have our bedroom left to go. That's on today's agenda. We'll see if I can get "untired" enough and motivated enough to do it. I am just so tired! I just want to crawl up in bed with Breaking Dawn and stay there for 24 hours sleeping and reading with the heating pad on my back and butt! Is that too much to ask?? yeah, I guess it is. Oh well :)
I keep thinking my body will get used to it, but every day I am just as tired or more so. I don't think it would be so bad if I actually slept during the night, but lately I think I spend half the night awake. I'm plenty tired to sleep so why am I not?!?!
Ok, that is my whining for today. i guess I'd better get moving for the day. lots to do!.........