Since I can't fall back asleep and I have to get ready soon anyways I thought I'd write my thoughts out that are keeping me awake. :) Feel free to not read this post it may be boring.
Damon is actually the reason for my lack of sleeping currently. But I don't mind. See, James leaves for work at 5am, he kisses the kids goodbye. And while Cherry watches in the window until he drives out of site, Damon comes and crawls into bed with me. I know- "don't spoil your kids". blah blah. i realize how little time I have left with him as my little baby. So I actually really enjoy these moments. Even with all his tossing and turning and kicking me in the back, I still smile and kiss his cute chubby cheeks. This used to be an everyday occurrence but it is happening less and less frequently. I think he is outgrowing it. Which is good for the sake of there being a baby due at any time. But I am going to miss it.
I have tried so hard with each of my kids to make sure I spend personal time with each of them. And as always, i hit the end of my pregnancies and wonder if the got enough love and personal attention from me. I'd like to think so but you never know.
I am so excited for our lil lillie to get here I can hardly stand it! I have very few things to finish up around the house before I feel totally ready, but I will have them all done this week hopefully. Everything is just falling into place and now we are just waiting. And waiting...and wainting... and waiting.... The longest last 5 weeks of my life! :)
Damon is actually the reason for my lack of sleeping currently. But I don't mind. See, James leaves for work at 5am, he kisses the kids goodbye. And while Cherry watches in the window until he drives out of site, Damon comes and crawls into bed with me. I know- "don't spoil your kids". blah blah. i realize how little time I have left with him as my little baby. So I actually really enjoy these moments. Even with all his tossing and turning and kicking me in the back, I still smile and kiss his cute chubby cheeks. This used to be an everyday occurrence but it is happening less and less frequently. I think he is outgrowing it. Which is good for the sake of there being a baby due at any time. But I am going to miss it.
I have tried so hard with each of my kids to make sure I spend personal time with each of them. And as always, i hit the end of my pregnancies and wonder if the got enough love and personal attention from me. I'd like to think so but you never know.
I am so excited for our lil lillie to get here I can hardly stand it! I have very few things to finish up around the house before I feel totally ready, but I will have them all done this week hopefully. Everything is just falling into place and now we are just waiting. And waiting...and wainting... and waiting.... The longest last 5 weeks of my life! :)
1 comment:
That's great having that one on one time. I make sure to do that, too. Play a game with them, teach them, read to them. Keep in mind, though it gets A LOT more difficult to make that time with each child individually, it can still happen after the baby's born. I think that's one of the most important things you can do. Special time with Cherry while Damon takes a nap, and stuff. Keep it up! Good job!
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