Happy Day!

I love my midwife Angela.

Just needed to say that. She's been my midwife since my very first miscarriage before Cherish.  She knows me inside and out (in more ways than what you just thought :P )  She knows how I am emotionally, and how I handle pregnancy, and delivery, and all the betweens. 

Today she was just what I needed.  I was seriously in the pit of despair. That feeling that things are never going to end. That I will be stuck being this miserable for the rest of my life, even though obviously this kid has to come out one way or another!  I've found myself being that horrible preggo I have never been before. Completely out of patience, saying mean things in my head (at least I kept them there!). I hate it. It's not like me at all. 

I tell ya what, the minute she walked in and we start talking it  turned into laughing and joking, like it always does.

Seriously, Just what I needed today. It will get me through the week to my next apt. :)

And in case you are wondering, everything is looking great. Braddock is doing superb!

And I am once again content.